Mecha Moogle

I really do enjoy your works loving the wings there.
I have been interested in 3D for a while but over time have been losing enthusiasm for the idea since it seems as if there are endless amounts of things needed to learn in Maya for example and it all seems so unacheivable XD but people do it so it's obviously possible haha. Did you feel at points when you started out that you didn't understand or remember a lot of what you were doing? That probably doesn't make much sense- I've attended a few taster days and things where they take you on a marathon fast journey doing what seems like something simple such as adding textures, but I couldn't keep up at all and didn't understand any of the options in the menus I was told to select haha. Kinda put me off rather than make me want to go on their courses
But basically what I'm asking is, do you think it's worth the long journey till creating a model is relatively stress-free? Hahaha
Sorry for the long message, and thank you for your time~